♥Princess of Despair♥

♥ still alive here you know!!♥

2009-05-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

way way back been busy with some things and work ...
never thought writing again here in my blog...
been out with friends this couple of weeks drunk
went out to different provinces where my friends came from
looking over my family
and been busy with my job..
but then again, still not contented so i am here working part time
and currently looking over a baby what i meant was a real baby..
only when i got time and never been tired im taking care of my family
plus my tall handsome partly payat but loving ai i mean bf..

been going out and being with him all the time is never been tiring...
we sometimes argue but i guess its part of a relationship..
it was really always my fault coz i never think of anything but only myself...
[not really like that tho]
as days passed by as we meet up at the house or outside really means a lot to me..
never been bored being with him coz i know he cares a lot about me...
even in his busiest days he always set things to meet me..
i just realized i was so selfish didn't even think about
his situation...

hope so he's thinking about me right now
coz i miss him already even we just went out yesterday..
i'll never get tired of loving him.. and i hope so he'll do the same
coz all i want is coh my only ai...

p.s
didn't put his name here coz he don't like his name lol..
happy 3 1/2 monthly ai.. :)
feeling mushy tonight and i'm here listening to para sa akin by sitti
coz that's the song he dedicated to me..

♥its been a month!! whew ='x♥

2009-02-20T04:03:00.000-08:00

its been a month of silence and i really miss blogging!!
was busy with a lot things like work and family matters at the moment..
some issues about it making me feel stressed.. but i am kinda fine now...
i just got back at work and the best thing is i am in love again for real!!!!

i met him at chat and we met already in person.. :)
he don't want to write anything in here but i want to know the world that i,
love my only ai and no one can replace him in my heart :)

hope i can go to the normal routine i do when i was working few months ago..
i mean yeah im back but i hope i can still do the same thing and get lucky in my job..

my dad's health isn't even okay so i have to earn money a lot, lotsa money ahahaha!!
i can't cry a lot now coz i know God will provide all i need and i want to be positive about anything!!! i don't want some hatred in my heart coz it might change the feelings i have at this moment...

valentines day was okay went out with my family in a family gathering my dad and his old high school classmates organized.. :) sweet yeah? but i was bored there.. i just pretended im fine....:)
i didn't talked to anyone there for a long conversation except with ate fe... :)

♥still here alive and kickin'♥

2009-01-17T03:04:00.000-08:00

its been 38 days since i write here in my blog..
was busy goin out with my friends... and was busy fixing some small issues in my life...
i haven't solve the bigger one especially the one i'm having this time.....
so many problems that i haven't deal with... but for now i'll tell some of my happiest moment..
i was out with mae our friend from australia.. clubbin and all... she left pi already tho...

i can say that i am not lucky that yet coz for the meantime im not working but i hope so
i can go back in my work... coz i really miss workin... and i have to get my dad in the hospital coz he is suffering from primary tuberculosis that is i hope can be solved as soon as possible....

i might say im not that cool at the moment but i will be soon over....
still in a bad situation but i hope you guys can pray for me...

i am heading to bulacan today even it is too dark.... i have to tho... ciao...

♥am so pissed about something♥

2008-12-10T22:35:00.000-08:00

i didn't expect na sobrang madaming mangyayari last time .....
i don't even know who will i gonna trust and who will i believed in...
super hectic scheds and i forgot to post some pics from the last time clubbin with some friends..
super bored.. and super stressed ang drama ko.. hays.....
dami pang mga sakit sa ulo wala naman mga ginagawang mabuti sa life ko...
mga panira grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

if only i can ask something from santa this christmas sana mawala na ung mga plastik sa buhay ko!
i wont earn money kakaisip sa mga walang kwentang kagaya nila.. lolz!

post lang ako tagal ko na din namiss blog ko.....

♥Make Love in this Club♥

2008-11-08T19:08:00.000-08:00

Last friday was the 2nd best time gimik i ever had not because we bar hop in three different bars,
not because of the drink and the partying all night but because i had some happy bonding moments with my friends.. :)

It was like 11pm when we arrived at Forbes Height to pick up Malou, her bf, Leo and Mae ..

I wasn't expecting Mae will still look the same like the last time i saw her.. But omg.. she's more beautiful.. Eventhough she's more prettier and more sexier she's still the same Mae i met..
After that, we went to mint bar in fort and hang out with some people who also loves to party...
We met Mae's friends and she introduce to her friends.. sweet right..

After going to mint we went to embassy and party though i feel like vomiting after drinking few glasses of margarita and a bottle of vodka I'm still thanking that I still able to walk and dance..
Saw some celebrities models but I was expecting more of bonding with Mae.. She's still hot and I think most of the guys in embassy are drooling around her when she moves..

I got some conversations with her and it was such a pleasure talking to her... I just can't explain why I feel energetic even i feel like sleeping haha... j/k after that we went to warehouse 135 to continue the party and It was cool coz we got a free entrance inside haha... partying till 5 am was cool and I can't stop moving everytime i hear the beat of the music...

I know this is kinda overreacting but I can't help myself for sharing one of the nicest part of my life.. :) and it is to meet some friends like them... :)

that's for the wrap kinda sleepy at this moment lmao..

♥busy with work and halloween is coming to town♥

2008-10-26T22:25:00.000-07:00

i don't have a lot time to fix my blog for being busy.. i am so busy with my special someone also so i haven't posted anything here.. anyways a lot dramatic and sad things happens everyday but we have to continue living right?

i got flue few days ago and its all becoz of the bad weather.. :'( but still need to fix all the things that i need to finish.. :( still sad coz i dont know what to do.. done with the other problems but not yet done with the major ones..

ill be in bulacan in fri night sana or else bibiyahe ako ng pagkaaga aga ng sat..~_~ hays miss my cousins already pati na sila nanay ko i mean my mom's siblings .. [tagalog mode]

i'll be buying a lot candles for my lola and lolo in the cementery this coming all soul's day..

to make the story short.. i am not done yet with the requested things that my friends ask me for.. :(

♥Am I Broken Hearted or What?♥

2008-10-13T20:45:00.000-07:00

Since i was so bored i bought two books with me..
Last Sunday just got this Who stole my magic by Jenny Manuel and Breakup diaries by Maya O. Calica... My friend said it was not so cool to get those two books like i was so bitter but I really bought this two books coz it was cool.. I read the Who stole your magic when i was 18 but it was long ago that's why i bought a new one and i forgot to keep the first one of my copy...

Who Stole My Magic is a helpful book that can help u survive from a breakup, girls you know what i mean.. if you haven't cope up with the last break up it's the right time to grab a copy in any bookstore near your place...[recommended bookstore Powerbooks] where i got a copy of the two books.. :) i am not really broken hearted dahil wala naman nakipagbreak sa ken kasi im not in a relationship.. COMPLICATED .. actually im just torned in between fallin in love and falling out.. dahil sa gulo ng mga taong nasa paligid ko esp guys and i needed some help ng books though i got my friends to advice me..Some says focus on family or looking for a job or into something coz im not a young adult anymore.. i know they are right to tell me those things but i feel like being busted or broken hearted.. some guys tells me im pretty nice and sweet but why is that i am always alone .. i know its good being alone but what the heck why i envy guys who have gf/bf.. everytime i see couple in the mrt/lrt holding hands or in the mall i feel like telling myself "baket si inday merong bf pero aq parang wala?" hahaha.. sad but true ayt?

back in the topic im not really broken hearted i just love reading those two books especially like this time.. sad love songs, all alone no one to talk to kahit sa ym.. a bar of cadbury to ease the boredom and i wanna eat ice cream!! sigh.. im fallin into pieces and no one fixing me yet..

but i know someone somewhere out there will feel the emptiness inside of me and will make me whole again.. im done playing already and i hope that guy im waiting will make me whole again..

i'm done reading jenny manuel's book and i recommend anyone to get a copy [walang bayad ung pagaadvertise ko ah] coz this will enlighten some girls who got hurt and broken.. i love the illustrations and the book color is so girly!! i wanna finish reading the 2nd book i bought by maya calica later after finishing some things.. i haven't finish the 2nd book but ill be reading it in a bit..

planning to go out this coming thursday job hunting again....

♥megamall comicon event♥

2008-10-13T03:55:00.000-07:00

yesterday in the megamall comicon event it was a blast being there!
not because i saw a lot cosplayers and anime fanatics but i was suppose to meet
some of my exoduz co members but what the heck i didn't see the guys im expecting to meet up!

sigh .. i was been there for almost 4 hrs waiting for them to reply me back.. it was the first time that it happen to me that i didn't got the to see the persons who told me that they'll be there in the mini eb in megamall.. but im fine now.. this ranting must end now.. and i hope i'll be okay as soon as i feel destressed...

right now im watching ghost in the shell 2 that i bought from the comicon ...
got a lot installer and i am not happy that going to the comicon wasn't that bad since i got the crazy cart and i enjoy eating a half box of krispy kreme instead :D weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

after the long time of walking and staying in mega i decided to go home since its getting late...
there you go that's the wrap..

♥hays.. super malas week kong to.. ♥

2008-10-09T02:45:00.000-07:00

i don't know how will i start but im really not in the good mood this week..
my computer crashed and so am i.. sigh... i wanna die to this misery happening to me...
so so bad already... i can't even think a lot.. i hope this burden that's happening to me
would end up soon.. coz if it won't i don't know what will i do next... :'(

can someone help me out?

can someone can bring my smiley face back again?

i really hate my life... and i don't know who will i blame for what is happening to me...

i know i am not the most miserable person in this world but hello should i feel this pain?

is this what i get after all the hard works that im doing for everything good that i do?

i can't even call this a karma coz i never done wrong to someone... i guess... sigh....

♥october na pero september pa din nasa isip ko♥

2008-10-01T23:53:00.000-07:00

hays!! tagal ko na din di nagpopost sa blog q!!
super busy sa work, sa family, sa barkada and sa love life ko..
nakalimutan q isulat lahat ng nangyari sa ken nung nakaraan buwan...
di naman ako ganun kabusy last month pero tinamad aq at nakalimot sa dapat kong gawin..
so im here sinusulat journal ng buhay ko na nangyari last month...

starting pa lang ng september minamalas ata ako.. nasira ang cpu q and i have to fix it....
i still have to do some remedios para gumana ng maayos pc q kase madalas akong maghang!!
muntik na din akong maputulan ng internet dahil nakalimutan ko magbayad.. haha!! it was my best friends week din kase bday ni kuya eric nung sept 5 na buti na lang nkabawi aq by buying an ice cream bilang treat ko sa kanya.. aun lang.. haha!!

2nd week ng september wala akong ibang ginawa kungdi ayusin problema ko pero eto october na di pa din tapos ausin ang dapat kong ausin.. hahaha.. [add up pa ndi naging ok kase lahat kme sa bahay maliban sa tatay q nagkasakit] so i cant even work a lot... daig ko pa sinapian ng robot pag gusto ko kumilos kase maya't maya kelangan q mahiga para magrecharge saya noh?!!?! bagyuhin ka ba naman tapos sabay araw sa umaga di ka trangkasuhin nun.. O.o

3rd week ng september i met my tropa and watch movies with them..[kahit di pa ako totally magaling nun.. ] i hang out with my friends within this week [my gulay am i busy? not yet.. ] gumala with my sister after a weekday long.. of business.. wat a week.. stressed with eyebags na drama pa yan.... i did also forgot na madami na akong atraso sa mga humihingi ng fansign sa ken.. huhuhu.. [sorry friends q im so busy kase talaga aun.. ]

4th week pinakastressed sa ken tong week na to ng september.. fiesta kase sa men after ng weekdays nito.. kinasal pa insan ko.. aun... and i made some decisions na parang pinagsisihan ko kase.. nevermind kung anuman un kase it was my fault din naman.. why nagkaganun. pabigla bigla din kase aq ng decisions ko.. papalpak din pala in the end... pero i end up being alone again..... i was so lie low sa camfrog at sa ibang things this week.. buti na lang anjan sila anna camille and kuya eric to make me smile... syempre meron din nagpapasaya sa ken and they are called "admirers".. kala nyo kayo lang may admirers syempre ako din meron..

pero to summarize it all, buong september ko naman lucky pa din kahit papano and siguro ganun ata talaga pag super busy ng isang tao, super bilis rin kase ng araw kapag bumabagyo...hindi din naten masisi ang mga sarili naten o ang ibang tao kung baket maliit lang ang oras natin para matapos ang mga dapat gawin naten.. :) ienjoy natin ang bawat oras at minuto ng buhay naten..

pasensya sa tagalog ko dumudugo na kasi ulo ko sa ilang linggong puro english ginagamit ko.. sa mga nagbasa salamat.. any violent reaction and nice comments are open in my shoutout box lol..

p.s. sa mga friends ko na di ko gaano nakakausap nitong nakakaraang araw pasensya na madami lang iniisip... kahit na di ko kayo nakakausap alam nyo naman gaano ko kayo namimiss at gustong makasama kaso busy lang talaga ko... love you all..

♥for the first time,....♥

2008-09-01T07:54:00.000-07:00

since tapos na ginagawa ko nung afternoon i planned to go malling alone since bored aq...
so i fix my things and nagayos ng sarili ko.. :) then sumakay ako pa lrt station pa sm manila..
then when i arrived got a ticket sa taas cinema then bumaba ulit papuntang national...
may gusto kasi akong bilhing book since im a bob ong fan hihi isa na lang book ang wala aq!!
then bili ako ng fries and drink since maaga pa naman ung sa movie... cinema 7 7-30pm pa start!
guess what did i watched?? this movie and i promise you will like the movie alot...
lalo na ung panoramic view of sunset in Greece weeeeeeeeee!!!! grabe ganda..........
and i love sef alex and sophia phiphia salvador played by richard gutierrez and kc concepcion...

yeah you're right FOR THE FIRST TIME nga wala eh nun ko pa kase hinihintay ung movie...
parang ung movie ni bea and john lloyd talagang hinintay ko... pero eto grabe kase...

super dami ko naluha.. maybe wala lang akong kasama kanina kaya ako naiyak ng todo pero hindi eh............. haha.. super weird talaga ... wahaha!! maybe just got related sa movie in a bit...

its up to you guys to figure why ko nasabi yun..... you should grab someone pala if you wanna watch this movie good for lovers or magtropa.. haha.. lol....... sensya na sa corniness q ... lol..

ganito talaga kapag....... recovered na... focus muna ako sa work .. haha... lol..

goin to sleep na ako night guys!!

=(^_^)= meow meow!!!

p.s. thanks kay kuya raged for my procode sa camfrog weeeeeeeeeeeeee... thanks talaga kuya!!

♥if only... ♥

2008-08-21T00:37:00.000-07:00

i was so wrong for falling to a guy i really barely know....
it hurts to know that still now im hurting inside..
i wanna take all the pain away and pretend im okay..
eating a gallon of strawberry ice cream and crying silently...
i know i was wrong about fallin for him i don't even talk to him a lot..
i just saw him once and that's it i fall.. loved him to be exact..

sometimes i forgot to ask myself.. should i fall for him? or why did i do that?

i just don't know.. i wanna turn back the time where i haven't meet him up..

and the time i don't have to pretend that im happy though im sad.. and the time

i won't play sad songs to make people feel how i feel... sigh.. if i can only turn back time..

back where im the wackiest girl they know pinaka kalog to be exact. . .

hays!! i need a break.. i wanna go somewhere far away from my computer away from a place where i cant go logon and no internet!!

break me down and this song im listening right now makes my so sad...

♥3 days of loneliness and sadness♥

2008-08-19T09:55:00.000-07:00

i told my friends ill be sleeping but i just can't i don't know why...
maybe i was thinking a lot of things.. especially I'm in the middle of moving on and falling in..
i thought i loved this guy already but i was really wrong about it until i got in tagaytay and reflected
all my problems there.. the chapel is called as chapel in the hill..
while i was walking in the labyrinth, (that's the puzzle in the chapel floor its really cool.) it made my things clear that i got already the answer before i went there..
it was cool to be there though i shed few tears sob sob sob... but i felt good after...
minus that i wasnt eating anything since monday lunch till tues yesterday to be exact in the afternoon.. i lost appetite and though i ate a slice of cake and a lots of juice..
that's why my best friend kuya eric whose dad just passed away last monday..
(condolences friend of mine ) he is the one im with yesterday to be exact..
we drive almost 2 hrs to get in tagaytay and it was cool.. though its far we enjoy the joy ride in the high way that i almost forgot all those things im thinking... family and love and works..
to be real it really sucks that my week was started with a very weird and sad start...

august 18 was a bad start for me.. though i thought it will be a smooth sailing for me...

because 1st it was unbearable to be exact that someone just shouted at me.. and made me cry
even i liked him..its just still unbearable for me.. but i do understand what he feels.. anyways,
it will be more easy for me to forgive him after what he said.. i just hope and pray he won't be those guys who is so MAHANGIN told by my girl friend BFF haha!!!

2nd my best's dad passed away.. we prayed for chances but maybe it was already his time.... my best was sad about that but it was now okay.. cool right? ( he's the one im with in tagaytay kuya eric thanks for the sonya's garden and bringing me in tagaytay with you )

3rd i can't do anything without thinking my problems that's why i was in a bad mood.. i really hate monday >.< even it was my rest day aw..!!

lastly, i can't even think about myself what should i do with my works!! waaa!!!!!!! that's why i can't focus into anything!! aww!!

anyways, monday just passes by like the sat and sun that i hated.. i bit tho... lol

anyways thanks to all those people who reads my blog ..... :) leave a message in my shoutbox.. :)
ill be glad to help you guys.. (i just wish parehas tayo ng naging experience lol) tagalog..

anyways thats the wrap!! here's some songs that i recommend to listen everytime so u can move on.. :) promise itll work for you if if worked for me..:)

gabrielle- out of reach
stacie orrico-im not missing you
beyonce-irreplaceable
joey moe- lullaby / cheating
and lastly jordin sparks - one step at a time.. haha!!

♥lullaby song of mine♥

2008-08-14T19:21:00.000-07:00

i owe a lot my lil sis sa OFW Camfrog room named OFW_Goddess_Kuwait because if not because sa tune nya i won't know this song.....
it wasnt really related sa ken since im the one who always cry lol.. i just love this song.. heres the mv and lyrics hope you like it.. :) dedicated to all who got hurt lol.. sigh been weeks before i posted this one.. lol.. !!! busy with work projects aw!! i miss going out with my friends!!!! lol

Hey now, don't you cry
Baby let me dry your eyes
Little miss pouty lips
How about a smile?

I know what you need
Girl I got the therapy
In my bed, you'll forget
Let me clear your mind

(Bridge)
When you feel gone (ay)
I'll rock your bone (oh)
Baby I want you to know
When you want it, you can get it
Anytime that you like

[Chorus]
You can have all mine (if you want it)
And if you want it all night (you know I got it)
Save your sorrows for tomorrow
I'll be your lullaby

And if you got a problem (don't sweat it)
Imma put it on you (til you forget it)
Save your sorrows for tomorrow
I'll be your lullaby (your lullaby)

(Verse Two)
Don't speak, not one word
Darlin' it is so obsurd
For two eyes so beautiful
To ever tear at all

Girl I don't pretend
I can't make your troubles end
But I can take your hand
And catch you when you fall

When you feel gone (yeah)
I'll rock your bone (oh)
Baby I want you to know
When you want it, you can get it
Anytime that you like

You can have all mine (if you want it)
And if you want it all night (you know I got it)
Save your sorrows for tomorrow
I'll be your lullaby (your lullaby)

And if you got a problem (don't sweat it)
Imma put it on you (til you forget it)
Save your sorrows for tomorrow
I'll be your lullaby

(Verse Three)
I don't have all the answers
And I can't save the world
But I will be a companion
I'll stand by you girl (stand by you girl)

I'll give you love and affection
Hold you when you cry
So let me relieve the tension
I'll be your lullaby

You can have all mine (if you want it)
And if you want it all night (you know I got it)
Save your sorrows for tomorrow
I'll be your lullaby (your lullaby)

And if you got a problem (don't sweat it)
Imma put it on you (til you forget it)
Save your sorrows for tomorrow (baby)
I'll be your lullaby

You can have all mine (if you want it)
And if you want it all night (you know I got it)
Save your sorrows for tomorrow
I'll be your lullaby

And if you got a problem (don't sweat it)
Imma put it on you (til you forget it)
Save your sorrows for tomorrow
I'll be your lullaby

Your lullaby

Your lullaby (yeah)

Your lullaby (yeah)

Oh yeah

comments are highly appreciated ^_^v... thanks guys!!

♥o8o8o8... does this brings luck or misfortune?♥

2008-08-08T06:02:00.000-07:00

actually i really don't know pero i don't really like this day...
reminds me of the past when it rains though it didn't rain at all..
but when the day start i know this won't be lucky at all...

especially i have tummy ache and i haller sino bang may gusto ng buwanang dalaw right?
it hurts a lot especially when its the first day damn! huhu.....
i didn't got sales too and i can't even move easily coz im cramping.. wafd right?

i always ask myself why sa ken pa nangyari tong mga bagay na toh..
though i was not the most miserable person in this world sana naman diba
minsan swertehin din aq sa life ko.... especially sa career ... kahit wag na sa lovelife...

lol...

hope so pati un mafix....

right now im done fixing my profiles.. work matters and projects assignments na di ko na dapat inaalala... crap... i miss talking to a friend from london... and hes so busy with work..

thankful pa din kahit papano... atleast i have my friends to cheer me up...

♥fallin in love or out of love?♥

2008-07-24T09:01:00.000-07:00

still can't decide if i should get into a new relationship again..
i just can't commit into another one if masasaktan lang ulit ako..
just trying to kill the feeling pero di ko magawa... really confused...

tried working to hard pero ganun pa din hays...
going out with friends was no help at all..
kakainis baket kung kelan forget ko na siya...
saka siya nagparamdam....
nun eto na naman feeling ko mahal ko na naman siya...
saka sasabihin nyang nalet go na nya ako?!?!?!

what's wrong with guys nowadays.... ~_~ piff piff....
goin to sleep na... visit my friendster account thanks...
http://friendster.com/exokitty email address exokitty@yahoo.com

p.s. im not into any games online games to be exact coz i haven't upgraded my memory wa!!
and lie low in playing games!!!

to all of my friends who are viewing my blog thanks!! take care all!!

oyasuminasai!!

♥eb eb eb..trinoma june 28 2008♥

2008-06-29T21:56:00.000-07:00

it was my mom's bday pero pumunta pa din ako eb .. haha
super puyat and kinda tired ako nun pumunta since fri night before eb
i was out watching some gig ng friends ko sa dayo bar sa betty go belmonte..
hard metal rock loud of music and loads of food yum yum hahaaha...

♥hope he is reading this one♥

2008-06-14T15:31:00.000-07:00

this post is for someone who i still cared a lot for. . .
i miss you a lot and though we haven't talk a lot hope you still know that i really cared. . .
take care :) i know i don't deserve to be yours coz I'm definitely made for others..

dedicated to all.. ha ha... sorry about deleting my chatbox ill update everything soon as im not busy.. goin to megamall later for the toycon event though galing na ako dun kahapon :)) see yah guys ^o^

Mariah Carey - Always Be My Baby lyrics

You (repeat)
(do do doop)
(do do doop do doop da dum)
(do do doop dum)
(do do doop do doop da dum)

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause i know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
Noooohoh!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
 (does not repeat it only says it once)
(do do doop)
(do do doop do doop da dum)
(do do doop dum)
(do do doop do doop da dum)

I ain't gonna cry noooh
And i won't beg you to staaaay
If you're determined to leave booy
I will not stand in your waaaay
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end nooooh ooohh

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that,you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
Of tiiiiiiiiiime!

You'll always be apart of me (oooohhhh)
I'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
Boy don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on  (and we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
No way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

You'll always be apart of me (yeah yeah oooohhhh)
I'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
Boy don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby (no nooo )
And we'll linger on (you and I will always be)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me (you & I)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby (you & I)
(you & I)
(you & I)
(you & I will always be!)

(do do doop)
(do do doop do doop da dum)
(do do doop dum)
(do do doop do doop da dum)


You and i will always be
No way your never gonna shake me
No way your never gonna shake me
You and i will always be



Song lyrics | Always Be My Baby lyrics

♥can't sleep..♥

2008-06-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

actually i was sleeping na but i just stuck in this weird dream..
i really dont know why pero after nun di na ako makatulog ngaun..
i prepared one glass na ng gatas na madaming madaming gatas so sana itll help me back to sleep..
right now.. im sitting in my chair and typing browsing some songs.. na super weird talaga kase..
i just hope this one helps talaga na patulugin ako kase i have to do something later waaaahh!!
shut down the pc and sleep.. gud nyt people..

♥happy birthday to me♥

2008-06-09T21:10:00.000-07:00

right now im done with work..
eating ice cream... strawberry cream ng selecta
writing my blog and
later ill be somewhere else..
same routine like last year..
dalaw sa friends ko...
simba din ako later...
i love this day kase tuesday ngaun and nakasales ako.. :P hehe..
wala lang i thanks for an another year coz im still alive though kagabi i shouldnt come out
sa takot ko na baka maaksidente ako.. lol.. knock on the wood.. haha!!
its mah 21st and super saya ko as in dami din naggreet sa ken lalo na sa exoduz family ko..
dami man nakalimot ok lang ^^ or talagang ganun na talga .. things already changed same with people.. hehe!! aun tama na tong drama hehe!! ^^ and sana this year mas madaming blessing pa din dumating sa life ko.. sana mawala na din mga plastik sa buhay ko.. lol.. sino sino man un.. they are called users and bastard bitches.. :P i already updates my blog and friendster.. and heres a pic na im eating ice cream. ... mainggit ka bleh haha!! (childish lol)

yan lang :p hehe!! happy birthday to me again ^^ hehe

♥i love this day..♥

2008-06-09T07:49:00.000-07:00

actually i just got home from a very tiring but enjoying time with my friends
and with my special someone whoever he is its a secret. . . :P
di ako nakasales kanina so im trying my luck later so after this ill sleep na.. :)

1230pm kami ni kuya eric and my sister meet up sa central then we went sa trinoma to pick
mami che... too bad because traffic nalate kami ng 1hr but thank goodness wala pa si
mami sa trinoma so nagikot ikot kami.. i bought a new pair of sandals for myself and sa sister ko..
230pm dumating si mami che sa trinoma then we headed na moa para kumain sa tokyo cafe :))
for real i was really super hungry na pero nagtiis ako since i know ung fuds sa tokyo cafe is great.. :P super sarap so sulit ung paghihintay namin hehe... then stroll ng konti then usap usap... i really enjoy the company with them walang boredom.. :P
500PM uwian na hehe!! kase may karugtong pa to... hehe!!!

♥Forget About Me♥

2008-06-08T17:31:00.001-07:00

i do love this song a lot.. i really don't know why pero sobrang related sa stupidness ko..
hope you like this one.. emo mode.. sales mode.. oha.. astig noh?? hehe.. heres the lyrics and the vid..
*Lil Bit*
A Stargate production Who produced for artist like Ne-Yo, Beyonce and Chris Brown
Lil Bit still unknown but on her way. Watch out for her....

Forget About Me- Lil Bit
Hmm
Whoaaa Oohhh
Yeahh

You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like It Was Before
Then It Happened Again
Pushing Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be For Real This Time
Love Me Forget About The Signs
So Now What Do I Do
Now, That I Know That We're Through

Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin'
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

Too Late, Sorry
I Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked For
And Was Ready To Give You A Lot More
I Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand

Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin'
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

Boy, My Heart Was True
And That You Can't Deny
Don't Be A Fool
And Walk Away From All The Lies
It's Up To You
Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried
Tell Me You're Still In Love
Yeahhhh Ohh

Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin'
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Forget About Me...

Forget About Me..
Ooohhh Baby.....

♥just got back my blog♥

2008-06-06T15:29:00.000-07:00

can anyone help me with my blog..

thanks to my friend who did the copy paste here.. haha!!

saya ng life ok na ulit ako though not really ok.. ^^

missing my friends a lot.. especially the one who used to be my friend:)

♥sayonara im out☻♥

The More I Am Away from You

2008-06-06T15:19:00.001-07:00

The More I Am Away from You

The more I am away from you,
The more I want you here.
The more I do without your love,
The more I want you near.

I know that it makes little sense
To want what's not around,
But there's just one true love for me
And that's the one I've found.

We've gone through all the weather maps,
The sunshine and the rain,
But I would take a sea of storms
To be with you again.

my new blog

2008-03-12T06:30:00.000-07:00

i dont know why i made a blog haha!! thanks to mikolit for helping me think for a blog name :P

enjoy reading my posts everyday.. :) ciao :)