i told my friends ill be sleeping but i just can't i don't know why...
maybe i was thinking a lot of things.. especially I'm in the middle of moving on and falling in..
i thought i loved this guy already but i was really wrong about it until i got in tagaytay and reflected
all my problems there.. the chapel is called as chapel in the hill..
while i was walking in the labyrinth, (that's the puzzle in the chapel floor its really cool.) it made my things clear that i got already the answer before i went there..
it was cool to be there though i shed few tears sob sob sob... but i felt good after...
minus that i wasnt eating anything since monday lunch till tues yesterday to be exact in the afternoon.. i lost appetite and though i ate a slice of cake and a lots of juice..
that's why my best friend kuya eric whose dad just passed away last monday..
(condolences friend of mine ) he is the one im with yesterday to be exact..
we drive almost 2 hrs to get in tagaytay and it was cool.. though its far we enjoy the joy ride in the high way that i almost forgot all those things im thinking... family and love and works..
to be real it really sucks that my week was started with a very weird and sad start...
maybe i was thinking a lot of things.. especially I'm in the middle of moving on and falling in..
i thought i loved this guy already but i was really wrong about it until i got in tagaytay and reflected
all my problems there.. the chapel is called as chapel in the hill..
while i was walking in the labyrinth, (that's the puzzle in the chapel floor its really cool.) it made my things clear that i got already the answer before i went there..
it was cool to be there though i shed few tears sob sob sob... but i felt good after...
minus that i wasnt eating anything since monday lunch till tues yesterday to be exact in the afternoon.. i lost appetite and though i ate a slice of cake and a lots of juice..
that's why my best friend kuya eric whose dad just passed away last monday..
(condolences friend of mine ) he is the one im with yesterday to be exact..
we drive almost 2 hrs to get in tagaytay and it was cool.. though its far we enjoy the joy ride in the high way that i almost forgot all those things im thinking... family and love and works..
to be real it really sucks that my week was started with a very weird and sad start...
august 18 was a bad start for me.. though i thought it will be a smooth sailing for me...
because 1st it was unbearable to be exact that someone just shouted at me.. and made me cry
even i liked him..its just still unbearable for me.. but i do understand what he feels.. anyways,
it will be more easy for me to forgive him after what he said.. i just hope and pray he won't be those guys who is so MAHANGIN told by my girl friend BFF haha!!!
2nd my best's dad passed away.. we prayed for chances but maybe it was already his time.... my best was sad about that but it was now okay.. cool right? ( he's the one im with in tagaytay kuya eric thanks for the sonya's garden and bringing me in tagaytay with you )
3rd i can't do anything without thinking my problems that's why i was in a bad mood.. i really hate monday >.< even it was my rest day aw..!!
lastly, i can't even think about myself what should i do with my works!! waaa!!!!!!! that's why i can't focus into anything!! aww!!
anyways, monday just passes by like the sat and sun that i hated.. i bit tho... lol
anyways thanks to all those people who reads my blog ..... :) leave a message in my shoutbox.. :)
ill be glad to help you guys.. (i just wish parehas tayo ng naging experience lol) tagalog..
anyways thats the wrap!! here's some songs that i recommend to listen everytime so u can move on.. :) promise itll work for you if if worked for me..:)
gabrielle- out of reach
stacie orrico-im not missing you
beyonce-irreplaceable
joey moe- lullaby / cheating
and lastly jordin sparks - one step at a time.. haha!!
Labels: cant sleep insomia, reflections, songs
